This whole story, generally brings people to tears or even disbelief when it comes to my part. I had not seen my dad since I was 10 when he came to AZ to see me in 1999. My sister had used my identity and I had ended up homeless, jobless and 1/2 crazy. My dad left (he and my mother were both CPA's and divorced when I was 2 or 3.Was the end of an email I was sending to someone who might be willing to work on my dad's murder case that has been shifted to the San Bernardino Cold Case shelf.
The whole purpose really behind this blog I suppose was for such tidbits that really don't need to be shared with someone else, or not the current person that happens to be in my line of fire when I finally get a quiet moment to air out my head.
Sent the email off to the lady I encountered at my job who may be able to try and get something moving on my dad's case or possibly take it on. Not sure really it is all so vague.
I have been able to, to the best of our knowledge, been able to let Julie talk to Dave. I think some things have come thru now for Tony from Kenny. Natalie, nothing yet, I don't think. I don't even come close to knowing much more about the "gift" at this point except in hindsight it is always pretty clear. Using that to move forward, or somehow perfect, or better use the ability for positive has yet to happen. But will always continue to try. Certainly hope I don't lose it. I have no desire to use to benefit me in any way other than the great joy in helping someone find their "place" or "perfect person or soul mate" or comforting someone. I am human, don't get me wrong, if Jesus Christ himself showed up and gave me the winning lottery numbers I wouldn't complain and certainly wouldn't feel the need to donate it all to a televangelist. But that hasn't even been a possibility.
