I'm not 100% by any means. A few days ago I expect to be here at all. Not even sure what hit me but feeling like death was an understatement. Late last night I was able to sense all that makes up my mind and heart returning, well my mind anyway, not sure anything has been near my heart in years.
Had so much to say earlier. Then my day fills with kids and husband, bills and emails, and I don't get much of a chance to pour out my heart and soul onto paper. I so need to so I can sort it out. Guess this is a very boring start.
Was too excited that my new position at work was ready to cater to my schedule needs. Remains to be seen since I had to call in sick. Just can't talk for 8 hours coughing my head off and struggling to talk.
In hindsight, something hit me last night like a ton of bricks, a sudden sense of "stick up for me because I have ground to stand on". That is new. It was "matter of fact" instead of "based on so many facts". We'll see.
My deep need to save the world, my hope that life WILL someday be fair, and the want to keep my Facebook friends from removing me have finally pushed me here.....to try to turn it all into something useful or understandable, or that will make a difference for someone.
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