Well this was a first for sure. Mother’s Day without tears. Well due to my own children or husband that
is. I was Impressed for sure. I think I was only inspired to yelling once
at the end of the day after they had a handful of pure sugar (candy). They made handmade gifts and made great art
and wrote cute things. Tonni left hers
at school. We have a bit of a love loss
there. Not sure how to cure that.
I thought I had nailed this blog thing down
for a second in the shower yesterday but it flew out in a catchy title and
right back out. Too much going on to
explain to any one person. I think I
would be committed or commit myself if anyone knew my whole story all at
once. I’m pretty sure I’m not quite
aware of it all. Just as I was
preparing to make sense of my life the lives of most of the extended family got
very complicated.
The thing that made it all worth it was the
conversation with my oldest daughter today.
The one that lives with the paternal grandparents. It was short and sweet and full of things I
have wanted to say for years. The
collateral damage with this mess is going to be a niece and her four kids I
think. It does suck but for once it is
not my cross to bear and my concern lies with my child first and will filter
down from there. That was quite a cryptic
description, but more to come, probably just as cryptic. (Yes I am a comedian part time).
More soon when I figure it out or when I have 5 minutes alone at my desk. One day I may just patent the software that reads your mind and puts it to "paper". Then I would have a book and a 1/2 a day.
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