Tami Tillman shared a memory.
May 29, 2016 Just realized this was exactly 2 years ago. Interesting·
Well imagine that, I wrote something I liked reading later. It
still applies. My proofreading skills or lack thereof, seem unnecessary thank
god. Hell I may learn something from what I write. When I do at any length I
truly go outside of my heart and mind and it just flows through me. Didn't
realize until someone said i sounded like, Erma Bombeck (maybe), and when I
went back to read what it was I didn't even remember writing it, at all.
Tami Tillman
I was going to post something sappy yet 1/2 comical (which
pretty much means jumping off of something is off the table for today....in
front of something still lingers: o) then I decided to take a shower.....Since
a little episode back in 1997 I do my best thinking there....anyway I was going
to look for my happy pills and now have decided to ride this one out.
Expecting it to be an E-ticket ride (if you don't know don't
ask, you are far too young and probably hot, you'll just make me feel old and I
will cry). The part that stuck though was........(if I stay on here surfing the
feed I cry so humor me) If you have a minute, please wow me with something
wonderful or amazing that happened to you today, or any other day. Or if you
are having a rough day park your butt here and watch and see what
"they" have to say.....I finally remembered the best part of my life
was when I was probably single, had some mediocre job that I loved too much and
a car I couldn't afford and lots of people to watch. When I resigned myself to
the reality that "those things" and "those lives" weren't
for me--I would ruin them. So I would just watch and listen to people being
happy, doing things, seeing things, loving and living and didn't complain or
talk about me at all. I just got to enjoy seeing people happy and the fact that
I was blessed with being near those people was more than I was entitled to
anyway.
If you are feeling at all
sad for me or a glimpse of pity--kick it to the curb--take this whole post very
literally and with less emotion--that is my job--I have had it since I was
7--hell I could drive a Scout, shoot a 357 and a semi auto with barely a bruise
by then too so I can't be quite as emo as I often appear right?
Oh yeah, finally almost started the blog too, of course I'm all
OCD over it already can't decide on a background picture for the damn thing,
but also rapidly gaining speed on how to put it to work for me too. by
"partnering" with businesses for commissions on ads etc. Exit the
ride to your left please and thank you for keeping your arms and legs inside
the ride, Lord knows if you were injured the guilt would eat me alive and I
surely can't afford the insurance!! Off to bother you all with a big girl
question.
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